Released the PAIN :')

hari ni. urm. nothing happen pun. tapii. just nak kate, ak dah tak pkir psal dia. but suddenly teringat mati plak kn. i'm still losing my mind. nk berbaek or tak. but seriously, everytime gaduh n disebabkan oleh dia, mesti dia tak minta maaf. it made me feel sad. :'( tapi tadi, pg rumah opah batu gajah. paksu n family, cikdu n family n mak ngah ade. wahh. release jugak la kesedihan dlm hati ni bila maen ngan sepupu2 aku yg nakal n byk bertanya tu. hee. maen dgn denial yg sgt comel. ica yg dah besar. zakuan yg byk tanya n iqbal yg asyik dgn psp dia. after dinner, smbg2. wahh. sgt best :) then pkul 11 pm baru balik rumah. jealous tgk abg n kak aween yg sntiase berkepit, ntah la bila aku plak yg akn rse mcm tu :'( bia la. dia xnk cari ak. ak mls nk fkir pape. skrg, i just need to enjoy each second in my life <3 :D