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Assalamualaikum and evening peeps.

dah 2 Muharam dah kita hari ni. cepat je masa berlalu dah bermula tahun baru. kan? bila hari dah berubah ke hari isnin, surely ramai yang rasa berat nak balik belajar. ye la. masa kan cepat berlalu. dari jumaat nak ke isnin pun terasa sangat cepat. hm. i dunno why, nak balik kali ni terasa sangat berat. walaupun before this mesti la rasa berat jugak kan. 

actually, cuti pada kali ni tak seindah yang diharapkan. permulaan tahun baru juga tak segembira yang diinginkan. ye la. kita merancang Allah yang menentukan. pada 26 Nov hari tu, family aku bergegas ke Kuala Lumpur untuk melawat Pakcik aku (Uda) kat IJN (institut jantung negara) sebab keadaan beliau semakin kronik. sepanjang aku kat matriks, memang aku tak dapat apa apa berita pun tentang keadaan Uda sampai la bila aku dah balik. mula mula aku ingat, after operation, Uda akan sembuh. tiba tiba semakin teruk pula jadinya. 

bila sampai di IJN, ramai saudara mara dah tiba. masing masing berdoa agar Uda kuatkan semangat dan keadaan menjadi baik. tapi, semakin lama masa berlalu, keadaan Uda semakin kritikal. semua dah jadi risau tak tentu hala. Uda memang sangat baik. mesra dengan anak sedara. aku tak sangka pun hari raya aidilfitri yang lepas ialah kali terakhir aku berjumpa dengan Uda.

pada 27 Nov bersamaan 1 Muharam, Uda menghembuskan nafas terakhir pada jam 1.30am. walaupun pada awalnya semua ahli keluarga berharap Uda dapat bertahan, tapi, bila melihat keadaan Uda yang semakin kritikal, kami redha dengan ketentuan Allah dengan pemergian Uda. itu yang terbaik untuk Uda mengakhiri kesakitan nya. semoga di sana, Uda ditempatkan dikalangan orang orang yang beriman. 

memang tak sangka Uda pergi meninggalkan kami. tapi, yang pasti, segala kenangan bersama Uda, takkan aku lupakan. Al-fatihah...

S A T U R D A Y !

 Assalamualaikum and Good evening!

surely most of college's students were worried to pass this Saturday. why? why? for those who taking MUET, they know how it feel. huh. ya, i am one of the candidates that will taking MUET this Saturday. surely i'm worried. urghh. scared! on 11th of October 2011, i had passed the MUET speaking test. Alhamdulillah. i'm not saying that i can spoke really fluent but ya, i had do my best on that day. my groupmate, Gui, Mai, and Nabilah gave really good cooperation during discussion. all of them were my classmate. actually, we know we will in the same group before the MUET test. but we had decided not to practice anything. just doing our best on the test day.

this Saturday, which is 19th of November 2011, reading, writing and listening test will be held. i hope the candidates had prepared included me. insyaAllah. i will do my best. maybe there a group of people think that MUET does not important. actually, its important u know. it really help u when u want to enter university or maybe study abroad. think again. don't waste ur time doing nothing with ur MUET.

my English was bad, really. ya, its proven when u read this post right? or maybe my previous posts. hum. my words, my grammar, my vocab, not like an A+ student. i just got A- in my spm. that's why -___-

a lot of my friend were really good in their pronunciation, writing skills. i really jealous of them. eventhough  my second sister was an English teacher and my dad also an English teacher before, i just cant be like them. i love English. but i don't know why, its hard for me to be excellent in this language. i really hope one day, i can change all this. i love to hear English songs, and some, singing it back. love to reading and find new words. but maybe i just got short memory term that make i easily forget. huh. brain. please be cooperate. hee

ok lah. maybe, i should stop now :P . see u guys again later!

K A M I

Assalamualaikum and Evening peeps !

jam pukul 2.48pagi. aku tak tidur lagi. lagi lagi tengah cuti ni kan. dengan otak yang selalu fikir masalah ni, aku cuba cari jalan nak tenangkan diri. relax kan otak. find something fun. and guess what, I FOUND IT! :D

suddenly aku sangat rindukan cerita KAMI. dulu maybe pernah ada dekat 8tv. sorry. tak ingat. pernah lah keluar tv. actually this story was started with series. but maybe because dah ramai yang tersangkut kat cerita ni, its followed with a movie. KAMI was shown in 2008. dah lama lah jugak kan. but ya, if the story was great, sape yang akan lupakan? aku habiskan masa a day nak download all the series pluss the movie. tengok, tegar kan aku? hee. walaupun tak complete each series, tapi still dapat tengok most of it. so, kepada sesiapa yang ada masa terluang and tak tahu nak buat apa, why not try to watch this series or movie. there were some parts in this story yang macam tak sesuai for kanak kanak yang tak boleh beza baik and buruk lagi but nilai persahabatan yang cuba ditonjolkan memang sangat berhasil. so, tunggu apa lagi, TONTON YA? i'm done with it. korang bila lagi? :)

 some posters of them :)

THE END

Now

its already been awhile now. am i too strong to stay like this for long time? hum. this what we called life. sometimes we feel so happy til there's no space for us to be sad but sometimes we feel so empty like there's no space for us anywhere. i hope i can stay strong. eventhough its killing me. ya. im strong :')

END OF COUNTING DAYS :D

Assalamualaikum and Good evening people! 

Alhamdulillah semuanya telah selesai. 6 hari menempuh cabaran masa depan *ohhyehh!* sekarang aku pun dah selamat tiba di home sweet home yang aku rindu gila ni. yelah. one month before exam semua student kena quarantine tau. ingat mudah ke nak lalui saat saat tu. tapi aku dah berjaya jugak. ahha. happy. otak rasa macam relieves sikit selepas banyak masa and kudrat yang digunakan tanpa henti *hyperbola* aku tak tau kenapa kali ni macam kering idea nak tulis apa. just, suka suka nak tulis sebab happy sangat YEAHH!! :D

  

tengok. betapa semangat nya aku buat countdown and tick setiap hari menghitung hari nak balik. homesick nya aku ohh. tapi rasa happy jugak walaupun kena quarantine, every weeks family still datang tengok tengok aku ni. huu. thanked God :)

ni lah muka muka yang happy time exam biology dah habes. bukan happy semua semua boleh jawab tapi happy sebab esok nya BALIK! :D

thats ol yang aku nak cerita ceritan. BYEBYE!